Return Of Groove

I swam tonight, 2500 meters. This makes three consecutive days at that distance. I’ve let the good things back in. I have ignored that which is a source of despair for me.

There is still a high level of craziness in the world I am powerless to control or even influence. So I let it go.

Holy Hour is at Four AM. Given my sleep patterns I guess if I fall asleep, fine. If not, I will make up for it in the morning. My stepmother has some health issues. She will be in my prayers tonight.

That’s all folks!

Ripping Good Sounds

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As I write, J is tearing packing tape from its roll and sealing corrugated boxes filled with sun care products. It is the only indication in my world that summer is over. Were the pools open, an outdoor swim would in no way be a defiance of the elements. It is still warm to down right hot here. Her task for her part time job was to take down the sun care end caps in a large southeastern regional supermarket chain.

Little Boxes In The Living Room

This involved taking the product off the shelves, counting it, letting the receiving clerk take it out of store inventory, then sending it back to the wholesalers who sold it to the stores.She needed to get up early,and show up at the store to pull and count, The final touches before getting the returns to FedEX Ground meant more counting, packing and filling out forms. The boxes used to ship were not the ones used to take from the store, so we have an abundance of boxes. Now is when I wish Jodie at Succulent Savage were a neighbour. These boxes are what she needs. The house with the transitional boxes make the house look like a set from I Love Lucy.

“Lucy, where’s Little Ricky? You didn’t pack him up, I hope.”

“No Dear, He’s at Mrs Trumble’s.”

That’s my story and I’m sticking to it.

Coming Back Slowly

I took my week off from posting. I read the usual blogs, however. I’m still somewhat disengaged from the world. That isn’t necessarily bad. Because what the plugged-in World considers engaged is watching the media outlets through which propaganda is disseminated. These outlets also use your viewership (or equivalents) to determine advertising rates, for all forms of media from print to the internet.

Emotionally and rationally there is still a lot going on with me. Today 4 October marks the 39th anniversary of the day ex-wife #2 and I were married.

1980 was an election year. I remember my dear friend and mentor Bill R was there with a Cranston lapel pin prominently displayed (Allen Cranston D-CA was a prominent liberal Senator of that era). Nobody took the prospect of a Reagan victory seriously. So liberals, like ex-wife #2 and me, were surprised when Reagan won. We said publicly we were surprised. We all deep down knew that Carter had made a mess of things and was doomed

But that marriage was more about mental illness and alcohol than politics. So when 4 October rolls around, I seem to revisit the pain, more than anything else.

More on lots of stuff later.

Cool Down

It is 4:06 AM here in Richmond. Somewhere, on my computer feeder I saw where the temperature was 71°F (22°C).This does represent a cool down from the 100°F (37.77°C) that I saw on my car’s thermometer yesterday afternoon.

While outside it has cooled down. I am still sweaty and sticky from my workout (2500 meter swim) yesterday evening around 9:00 PM. This happens from time to time.

So I have not slept much.

Fado Amidst The Passion

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Strong Erotic Content. Dedicated to everyone who has felt great passion. And great loss.

I had not listened to Fado for quite a while. Why? Was I afraid of passion in crescendoes and refrain, the Portuguese guitar work, so much like the Blues, piercing into my heart, coursing through my veins like the very blood itself?

Maybe because I thought about whenever I listened, of the time when we were together. How when we were alone, she would quickly reach for the buckle of my belt, undo it, then unbutton my jeans, letting them bunch around my ankles, pull down my boxers, grab my balls in her fist to draw my penis to her mouth, then lick and suck the head until I was breathing heavy. And crazy from the scene.

I would bring her from her knees to her feet, spin her around so she could feel my prick against her butt. Then I would raise the hem of her dress, pull it over her shoulders. I was pleased when she wore neither brassiere or knickers.

A slight push was all it took to send her toppling onto the mattress. And the fadista continued her songs on the record, happy now as the fado continued, like the happiness that only being with one’s lover can bring.

She had turned around facing me so we could begin the wet deep kisses we both thrived on. She would guide my penis inside her and I would grasp her buttocks and we would kiss as our pelvises rocked and thrust and pushed back. We were caught in that world, where we yearned for time to freeze, one slow millisecond away from our release.

Love, I guess, is like that sometimes, the songs a translation of passion and kisses, and sweat.

It sure didn’t feel like risk.

Swim

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I had been sleepy most of the day, most of the past three days actually. It occurred to me that maybe I should increase my dosage of antidepressant medication. Since my doctor said that was OK to do on my own, I did. Lots of things contribute to my dis-ease right now. The unusually high heat is one contributing factor. That the house is all topsy turvy from sun care endcap take downs is another.

It is of particular importance, therefore, that I swim regularly. And go to my AA meetings. So I did both today. In the evening, after I had exchanged some very encouraging comments from Jade. She wished me “Hugs and Happy swimming.” So I couldn’t really back out after that cheerful message. I did 2500 meters, over a mile and a half. I’m feeling better.

Thank you, Jade.

Suncare

The house overfloweth….

With sun care products that need to be shipped out. J is packing up what she took from the stores. She isn’t quite sure if she will be compensated for this work performed outside of the stores. Whiskey. Tango. Foxtrot.

All I am saying right now.

Hello. I’m Back.

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I took a week off. The world has not gotten unabsurd. All of the players are still in place. On a positive note, I’m better able to recognize that “It’s not them, it’s me.”, as George from Seinfeld would put it.

I am watching Women’s Cricket, Australia vs. Sri Lanka, in T20I format match. The big difference between the men’s game and the women’s game is that women play the women’s game, while men play the men’s game. Got that? You’ll get the hang of it. The cricket Oval in Sri Lanka is lovely, by the way.

My sleep schedule is still messed up. The lingering hot weather doesn’t help. It should be over by Friday. Still I can hardly wait for the first frost.

Meanwhile, Australia just took a wicket. Sri Lanka has a long ways to go The Aussie women are very good. The Sri Lankan women need to score at a prodigious rate if they are to win.

I could use some sleep. I could use a good cry, also. I could use a good fuck. Of the three, sleep will happen first.

Later, I will share the saga of The Great Suncare Takedown. But not now.

Good Bye

I won’t be posting for a while. I’m emotionally drained and depressed. I’m fed up with sanctimonious narrow-minded cowards who dream of licking the soles of Nancy Pelosi’s high-heel pumps. F**K you! I’m just exhausted.

How Come?

How come we don’t call the billionaires and millionaires that run this country, the Silicon Valley magnates, the Bushes, Kennedys, Clintons, Romneys, Rockefellers, even Trump oligarchs? How come these creeps who wield power out of the public view aren’t assigned a negative name?