Every negative thought I have ever had or felt about every human being whoever lived is coming into my consciousness right now, including myself.
I know I shouldn’t feel this way, but I do. Going to try another nap.
Negativity
11 Tuesday Feb 2020
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Dispatches From Dystopia 
Wow bro. That’s mega. =(
Yeah. I don’t do things halfway.
Rad * (-1) ^ hope you feel better
Thanks
Could, would and should… the 3 most harmful words in the English language. Notice the thoughts and let them pass. Thoughts are just that, thoughts. It’s what we do with them.
Sexual frustration, lack of emotional intimacy. We both are trying. We talked a little, hugged, and she is back to watching episodes of The Andy Griffith Show. I could “de-construct” me for her, used ,”could” again there. Going swimming in a short. A good reset for me.
I do understand. Swimming will help clear the thoughts and adjust your mood. ♥ I took the dogs to the park today to help keep my mood up and thoughts positive. Astounding what outside and exercise does for the body and mind.
This hit me like a ton of bricks. Mostly fatigue. I tell you, writing erotic fiction keeps me tolerant, because it challenges me to get “into the head” of someone different from me.
Fiction overall isn’t a skill I possess with much success. Wish I did. Occasionally I can get there…
Also, dog show is on. I’m predicting win for Standard Poodle.