This morning:

  1. I woke up before J.
  2. I made a pot of gunpowder green tea, according to the directions.
  3. I read other people’s blogs.
  4. I watched my Ukrainian metal detecting guys on YouTube, CrazySeeker.
  5. I wished I was back in bed, but J has to leave for work when it is dark outside.
  6. I wish I had known my cousin who was a lesbian and died at age 46 better.
  7. I want to visit New York, see a Yankees game, cross The Brooklyn Bridge, and go to the top of the Empire State Building.
  8. Swim later today.
  9. Sleep in a roomette on a train, and eat in the dining car again.
  10. Stop apologizing to myself for who and what I am.