Is this feeling of despair, of hopelessness, of resignation, simply my heart breaking? Do. I now know my life is in the endgame?
Is my future living on one floor, the slow progression to no risky stair-climbing?
Impotence.
Incontinence.
Dementia.
Forgetting to shave. Or shower.
When will cutting my toe nails become a forgotten skill?
Dispatches From Dystopia 
Oh, how I can relate at the moment…
Despair creeps in easily..
Despair is the devil’s way of forgetting about God’s love and blessings that we have. it’s easy to look and think about the sadness in one’s life. Look at the beauty around you on your walk. there are many good things on life.
virtual hugs
Thank you.