I’m having strange feelings, anxiety, tiredness, sadness. I dunno. I’m OK. I am not going to hurt myself. So if I’m tired, going to bed should help with that.
I will have The Talk with J about these feelings and the need for physical intimacy. I’m feeling less and less healthy. It’s a crappy feeling.
Dispatches From Dystopia 
My partner has been ill for many years, if you feel that something is off, then you should definitely get that looked into sooner rather than later. Good luck and feel better.
Thanks. I’m pretty sure it’s around the relationship. We did talk tonight. I shared how I felt about the lack of sex. She got the message. And I reiterated that I’m not going to leave and that I love her. We shall see. First steps taken,
am sorry you are feeling so low David but just read that you have had a chat….first steps are always good….take care and hope things get better for you soon :)….hugs
Thank you. I feel like there is a future to look forward to.