I wrote that last entry. Now I feel awkward, not quite ashamed, a little embarrassed that I would even consider doing stuff like that. Threesomes were a topic in a couple of Seinfeld episodes, a source of humour. My unrealised desire seems so childish now.

How did that scene affect my marriage? Were both women too stoned to care, one way or the other? I think women remember everything, as far as sex goes. Maybe I’m wrong about that.