So I woke around Two, after sleeping about two hours. I am sleepy again now. J has left for work. She will be through around 1100.

What else is there to say? Summer drags on, as it always does. When I was a kid, we would get the Sears Fall & Winter Catalog about this time. I would look at pictures of coats and boots and flannel shirts and know the season was approaching a change. It made the heat a little more bearable.

I feel the tears bottled up inside, for all who suffer. My cross is loneliness. The weight is unbearable at times, but I will get through. I think it is a disease of our time, like addictive behaviors.

Back to bed.