Well the deep despair expressed last night has dissipated considerably.
Easter is a tough holiday. It should be joyous and it is; it just needs to last longer.
I had physical therapy this morning and it is a long process. The pressure on the nerve doesn’t just immediately alleviate.
It is time to refocus. I have worked hard to get back in shape. I have “punished” myself in the past by getting fat and submerging myself in self-hatred. I won’t this time.