It is 2:09 AM Eastern Time North America. I have been up about two hours. I wasn’t feeling all that well. I was also due for a dose of Albuterol through the inhaler.
I am tired. I feel lonely. Later today we are supposed to drive to Fredericksburg, 50 miles North to have dinner with J’s brother and his wife. Right now I don’t feel up for it. My brother-in-law and his wife are really nice people. But I just want to rest.
Questions around sex plague me. I will press on.
I am sleepy again. Back to bed for me.
Later Loves ❤
Dispatches From Dystopia 
Questions around sex?
Yeah. Long story. Love and sexual fulfillment don’t always come with the same person. It’s particularly painful when that person is your spouse.
I hear you. I had 14 years of that story. I’m sorry. Everything has pluses and minuses. Maybe you can find what you need outside of your marriage. Maybe not. But abstinence isn’t the worst thing ever.
True.