Insomnia. My nemesis. I slept about two hours, then woke up to brush and floss. I have been awake since around 0200 (2:00 AM) I did brush, floss and use my fluoride rinse, went back to bed, and, sort of, tried to sleep..

I got dressed, came downstairs, read a story in my Kindle, then started watching for trains on YouTube.

I fantasise about taking a train to New York, moving there, getting a job, or writing a novel while living off food stamps. I hope Holly Golightly is reimagined, still personified by an ageless and immortal Audrey Hepburn, and I fall in love with her in perpetual 1961.

I know. It’s a dream. Movie characters are never real and we can’t jump into the movie frames to experience cinematic reality, as good, or, as bad, as the real thing.

I am getting sleepy. I think I could go to sleep. Maybe sleep til noon or so. J and I could then go to lunch. I could do all the self care things I ought to be doing, like sleeping.