Writing it all down, food, exercise, sleep, blood pressure readings, etc. gets a little overwhelming after a while. I’ve been attending AA meetings. When I do show up, I realize how much I need them. I can be myself.

Last night, I went to a meeting. I then went to Food Lion, bought groceries, came home, and eventually watched The Wild Bunch on TCM.

I stayed up late. That means today has been totally screwed up. It rained a cold, annoying rain, perfect for staying home and inside.

Today merely brought home how sexually frustrated I am. J gives off a vibe that she has no sexual interest in me.

Oh well. I thought about writing more and now I realize it’s not in me. Those of you who have partners with whom you have sex frequently, never, ever take that partner for granted.