Long Day. I wrote the morning post here, then went grocery shopping. I did some cooking and cleaning up
J worked then came home We put gas in the tank of her Honda CRX, then checked the tire pressures.
We had lunch at First Watch. We had homemade chili for dinner.
Now I am tired. J is asleep or maybe just in bed.
It is hard right now to imagine change around here.
I feel tolerated, appreciated. I am frantic to make J laugh. It is the only way I know I am loved or might be. Guess I will go to bed.
slave sindee said:
together but still feel alone. so sorry i must admit even tho my ex wife didn’t touch me much or have much to do with me for about 4 years before she left i miss her just being there. never thought my life would be without her