J worked a shift from 10:00PM-3:00 AM this morning. She came directly home and went to bed. She fell asleep and remains asleep. I also have been sleeping. I did much of my sleeping in a separate bed in a different room. I listened to fado as I fell asleep. The fadistas were all female. Women’s voices, in seductive, emotional song in a language (Portuguese)  I do not understand. Right now, I am aware of the prison of COVID-19. the perfect venue for the prison of my marriage. Don’t tell me you love me any more. Turn off the TV, wake up. Smile. Desire. Kiss. Tell me you want to forget every bullshit idea you ever believed about sex. And love, Life might not ever get any better than right now.