Staying up til 230 AM was not a very good idea. I should go back to bed, but after J woke me up when she went to work, I’m having problems.

It is fatigue, sadness, loneliness all rolled into one. I told J I wanted her to retire when is eligible for her full Social Security benefit at age 66. I don’t know if she will that is a year away.

I don’t want to go to Mass today.

Somebody hug me.