Chalk up Tuesday to learning a lesson. Feeling OK for two days is not recovered. The pain came back and the traction helped. This looks like a slow recovery.
I did some grocery shopping, fixed a slow cooker brisket, roasted ears of corn in the oven, and had some fresh tomatoes that tasted like real tomatoes.
I still feel erotically disconnected and probably will for a long time. For whatever reason J is sexually distant. More courtship is all I can think of to do. I make sure every lunch I pack for her is about thoughtfulness and consideration of what she likes.
So tonight, right now, I am tired. Bedtime.
Love to you all. ❤
Dispatches From Dystopia 
You know what SR did the other day that made me beam? She was looking at me making her bed, paused and makes that very tiny noise she makes when she is surprised in a pleasing way. She made it the first time she kissed me. I paused and she simply said, “You are so beautiful where the light catches your face.” It was honest, sincere, and made me feel beautiful after all these years. Find the quiet moments where you remember her beautiful and sensual and tell her right in the moment. It’s magical ❤️
That is great. I will remember