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The Novus Ordo Mass has turned Gregorian Chant into an endangered species. Yet chant is a soaring expression of beauty and through beauty we encounter and deepen our love for God.
17 Monday Dec 2018
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The Novus Ordo Mass has turned Gregorian Chant into an endangered species. Yet chant is a soaring expression of beauty and through beauty we encounter and deepen our love for God.
15 Saturday Dec 2018
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NSFW Grown-up Stuff
He felt the feeling again, almost as soon as she left. The hunger, the thirst, no, just plain lust for her body and her passion and joy and warmth, opened for him. He loved the way her lips felt when they kissed. It must be the lipstick. Her fingers clawed at his back. He was certain there were marks. Some explaining would be needed at the pool, or maybe his friends would just smile to themselves knowingly.
But the feeling in his cock was his and his alone to savor. What were those muscles called pubogynococcyl or something like that? He had read about them in the magazine he leafed through at the doctor’s office. She must do her Kegels. Well God bless her for that. And that fine ass of hers he grabbed and pulled to him, his shaft nestled so snugly in her quim.
“Beast with two backs.” Right on Billy Shakespeare.
14 Friday Dec 2018
Posted in Aesthetics, Classical Music
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I don’t know how much I am going to write about this right now. So come back for future editions. The previous post, wherein Anna Netrebko and Elina Garanca perform the Flower Duet from Delibes’ opera Lakme, has me thinking about beauty and art.
Art is a convergence of emotion and intellect. With exceptions, the art of Jackson Pollack, (perhaps?), art (literature and music included under that term) expresses itself in a discernable structure that touches a common understanding with humanity.
We can see beauty in Michelangelo’s David and an African mask. This David seems somewhat remote from Bible stories, just as the masks evoke a spirit world that we Westerners don’t fully understand, if at all.
But the construction of both are ordered and get points across. David represents a human at a full potential, as a child of God. The masks confront us with the depth of the universe, that there is always more than just what we see.
What I’m leading to are the questions, can there be an aesthetic of chaos, disorder, ugliness and brutality?
This is not to say that art cannot depict ugly or disturbing images. Michelangelo’s Last Judgement from the Sistine Chapel immediately comes to mind. Robert Capa’s iconic photograph of a Spanish Republican soldier at he moment he is killed is another example. No image captures the brutality of war better than that photograph.
14 Friday Dec 2018
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13 Thursday Dec 2018
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A lot of the negativity that characterized recent posts has dissipated. I simply have been doing the next right thing. I keep my focus, laser intense, on what is positive, healthy, and on things which I can change.
The decrepit car is holding up.
I have been having a wonderful time cooking low-fat, low carb, low gluten dishes. I swim almost every day.
I am grateful for the love of real world family and friends, plus those I know through the digital world. Thank you especially Jade and Olivia.
12 Wednesday Dec 2018
Posted in Capitalism
Most of you know that I am a pro-business, conservative kind of guy. But an ongoing experience with a powerful and wealthy insurance company opened my eyes to a practice that makes a mockery of the free market and is readily used by companies that don’t really need any breaks at the public expense.
Back when I was working, I was enrolled in a long-term disability insurance plan (LTD) as a fringe benefit of my job. I also elected to purchase more coverage on my own. Many workers are enrolled in such plans, never expecting to use them, until they get sick or hurt or an old injury finally needs attention. When spinal stenosis made getting around and doing the ordinary activities of living impossible without pain, I elected to get a spinal laminectomy and fusion. Because I had been previously disabled by a rotator cuff repair and had not worked because of the stenosis pain for six months, I was eligible for long term disability insurance at the time of the surgery. This six month waiting period also coincides with Social Security’s six month waiting period.
So I applied. The carrier took their time in getting my first payment to me, as in five months. yes Sirree folks, 5 months. Fortunately we had savings, a working spouse to bring in income and the house was paid for. I also had to apply, per the contract stipulation, for Social Security Disability Income (SSDI). Time goes by. I get money more or less regularly, The benefit is “integrated” with any SSDI I might receive. I elected to have a reduced benefit, reflecting that I would get money, or might get money, from Social Security.
As is Social Security’s practice, they denied my application for SSDI. I appealed. They denied on appeal. Bear in mind, applying for SSDI requires filing out forms, not just by me, but by physicians, surgeons, and physical therapists. And if somebody has to fill out a form, somebody (or somebodies) else has to look at them. Understand this process ain’t cheap. Finally, in April 2018, I get a hearing. I tell my story to an Administrative Law Judge. An expert witness in rehabilitation offers testimony about my condition. Two years and ten months after my surgery, my claim for SSDI is approved and I get some money from the government, covering a period from the date of surgery to the day I start receiving my Social Security Retirement Benefit at age 66.
Now, remember how my private insurance was integrated with whatever money I would get from Uncle Sam? That means I would have to send some of the money from Social Security to the private insurance carrier. That would represent the “overpayment” the private carrier made to me, even though I elected to receive a reduced benefit. So by the insurance company’s calculation, they “overpaid” me by about one half of the settlement I received from Social Security.
After my rage subsided and I realized 1) what was taking place was perfectly legal (and totally sleazy!), 2) I was merely functioning as an intermediary between the government and the insurance company, and 3) it was never really my money in the first place, I will write them the check.
Insurance is all about transferring risk and assuming of risk by another party. So the insurance company assumes the risk of financial loss by me pursuant to my disability, then transfers that assumed risk to the Social Security Administration (SSA). What they paid out of their multi-billion dollar reserves was only about 21% of the actual claim. Uncle Sam via Social Security paid the rest. Pretty slick, huh?
I suppose if Social Security didn’t have long term viability and solvency issues, this wouldn’t bother me. Or that there is an entire group of insurers, called reinsurance, where insurance companies can mitigate their loss potential, that these primary insurers could use. But then, again why should they, when they can legally sell an “integrated” plan, that enables SSA and the taxpayers to assume the risk? Back when Social Security’s standards for disability were higher, this disability award would have been a rarity. But shrewd people have learned how to overcome the barriers to the money and to exploit the system. An integrated plan, that might have been acceptable decades ago, now is a burden to Social Security and to the taxpayer (that means you).
11 Tuesday Dec 2018
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Once again, I am discouraged. My world is about to change as I contemplate the challenge of living without an automobile. The one I have driven for the last seven years has a serious problem. I don’t know if we can afford a second car under our present circumstances. Lots of walking in my future. Restructuring my world, in order to live within walking distance of my necessary institutions, grocery shopping recreation, socializing, seems to be next. That may mean I post more often. It may mean I post hardly at all. Bear with me, as I sort things out.
11 Tuesday Dec 2018
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Just feel like there is no good news out there. If people want a coup d’etat to oust Trump, so be it. Then let the killing begin. Let’s see who wins.
10 Monday Dec 2018
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I keep thinking about Bing Crosby and Danny Kaye in White Christmas. Of course, that wa

s Hollywood and not really snow at all. There’s no Rosemary Clooney or Vera Ellen either. Maybe they should have stayed in Florida and sung Sisters one more time.
Shoveling snow is not one of the recommended activities after one has had a spinal fusion. So, like Blanche DuBois, I must “depend upon the kindness of strangers.”
The snow is still in the beautiful phase. Two young women built a snow family by the train depot in Ashland.
Truth is, I want to get back to the pool. I had created a pretty good “normal” for myself, being mindful of what I ate, swimming, feeling generally purposeful and useful. So life once again has intervened upon, uh, life. If I embark upon a comfort food extravaganza, I will be consuming way too many calories. I must therefore act as if, nothing unusual has happened. Of course, in the Northern latitudes, nothing unusual has happened. It snows in Winter.
10 Monday Dec 2018
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Sometimes the inconvenience and danger and cold is worth it for the simple beauty of things
