The story about my cousins will have to wait. Here’s the deal. Sitting is uncomfortable for me right now. I’m good for a little while, but the back pain can be a distraction.
There are a number of you bloggers I follow. I love hearing from you and about your lives. I know, from my own experience, how hard it can be to share your lives. What you share is invaluable.
i’m so sorry you’re in pain. i’ll look forward to hearing more of the cousin story when you can. Take care of yourself.
Thanks.
I am not at all implying this is what is happening to you, but you might consider it.
When ever I am stressed out about something deeply emotional (the state of my marriage) and sublimate it, don’t acknowledge it head on, my back goes out. Sciatic pain like someone jammed an electrified fork into my spine.
It sticks with me until I at least examine what I was trying to avoid, and then it starts to get better.
My PCP tells me this is not unusual. There’s a very real connection between your mental state and the physical. The stress from holding in those fears you have about what your wife might answer could very well be contributing to your “lack of mojo”.
Chronic pain sucks the joy out of life. I am so sorry you are hurting.
Yes. I hear you. Part of this is the emotional conflict, the other is the residual pain related to the fusion. I really value your concern. Thanks