This is premature, but Father’s Day for me, is shaping up to be a reminder of my failed marriages, and that my sons have different mothers It will be a celebration of my being a father, not of having a family.

My current wife doesn’t have to like my sons, but I was hoping she would put up with them for the duration of a meal on Sunday. So it will be my son Chad and I having lunch together. Maybe Robert can be with Chad and me, but I haven’t heard from him.

So I have these two sons who may or may not both be with me on Father’s Day. My wife will not be joining us. It’s almost a Rubik’s Cube of Domestic Arrangement..

I guess it is what it is. I’m a patriarchal fuck-up. And Father’s Day serves as not as a celebration, but as a reminder of my failures.