I’m sitting here writing Phantom Of The Opera is on TCM Sunday Silents

I need this movie because ghosts are with me now. My cousin died . She was 72. At this point I know nothing more. She was a good person, neither a drunk or a druggie, an exception for my family.

My best friend from my high school days has congestive heart failure. They can treat that these days. He can live with that.

Still, it seems the spectres gather. A good fuck might make a difference. But don’t have it in me to seduce my wife. The risk of rejection outweighs the benefits. I could lubricate her quim and hope for the best.

I’m old and I want a young woman to fall in love with. A baby would bring a future that I desire so deeply.

I have been a cowardly little putz for most of my life, until I could hold it in no longer. I wanted a woman as adventurous in real life as much as I fancied her in my dreams.

She wore knit dresses with no underwear, waxed her cunt, but left her armpits furry. The rings in her nipples were obvious as they showed underneath her dress

Her first words to me were, “Uou ever been pegged?” I admitted. I hadn’t .

“ Now’s your chance.”

And so she produced a tube of lube, pulled down my jeans and boxers and put a gob of that stuff in my asshole. I felt her fingers work in and out, as my cock got harder and harder

She took a minute to adjust her harness and strap on., then spit on my asshole just for good measure. I felt the pressure then the push and her hand began pulling on my hard dick.

I was grateful she was taking her time, stopping to pull on my nipples or take little nibbles on my neck.

“You men are all cunts at heart.”

She was right. Of course.

The Stuffies say “Hello”to all their fans.

I woke up. I got up to urinate, and found myself disoriented. I was aware of where the toilet was and where I was, so no messes ensued, but still I was unsure what day it was. I was surprised to find Janet in bed beside me.

I had slept soundly. And now I was wide awake. I came down, brewed coffee, ate a quartered apple with peanut butter, and began watching a Nazi propaganda film from World War Two. This film has been restored, so it’s very clear, but still remains as disgusting as the day it was filmed.

On the plus side, the film lacks any contemporary American political celebrities.

Still creepy after all these years.