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Unplugged

16 Saturday Mar 2019

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I spent the morning attempting to unplug from my Smartphone, television, and the cyberworld. Sleeping helped. Otherwise, no luck. I think it is a matter of discipline. What works against me is that so many of the activities that satisfy me come from the digital world.

After a surprisingly good meal of corned beef and cabbage at Cracker Barrel, I came home and had another nap. The low energy I’m experiencing is attributable to the pollen making its presence felt. Good Old Mother Nature.

I’m doing some trainspotting, watching the Ashland Virtual Railfan LLC Channel on You TUBE.

Early Spring is a great time of year. I have plenty of fond memories, especially when my younger son was little and I was a single parent. His mom’s Healing Touch practitioners group met on Friday nights and we would start our weekends then. Sometimes I would fix homemade macaroni and cheese. Other nights we would pick up a pizza at the restaurant next door to the apartment.

We would watch a Flash Gordon serial or Disney’s Darby O’Gill And The Little People, featuring a yet to make it big Sean Connery. This was in the Dark Age of VHS on videocassette players. Remember? He would fall asleep in my bed. The days when my children always wanted me around them were the best.

My point is that only twenty years ago, the digital incursion into daily life was smaller than it is now. Yet we considered ourselves highly advanced and sophisticated. And we were.

Now I have to check my Smartphone regularly. I am writing this post on the same phone. I’m sure that Aristotle, were he alive today, would be fully engaged with this digital universe. So maybe I will just enjoy the modernity.

Damn

15 Friday Mar 2019

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There was a shooting at two mosques in Christchurch, New Zealand. The Bangladesh National Cricket Side was in town for a test match. I hope they’re safe.

The perpetrator is an avowed white racist, not a Muslim. 49 people were killed.

Every time a shooting like this occurs, any murder really, part of me dies too. A little bit of hope that we really are rational, sensitive, loving creature shrivels up, withers away. Maybe that’s necessary.

Up

15 Friday Mar 2019

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I woke up to urinate. And look at my messages as if some incredible news affecting me is about to happen.

But no. I guess that’s a good thing.

I did read Porngirl3’s post about her children. I miss the days when my children were little.

Then again there is a lot about my past I miss. However I don’t miss who I was then.

I went back to bed, lay there for about ten minutes when I realized I like being awake in the predawn night. The silence is so compelling.

I’m not one for nude selfies, but I like wearing my logger jeans from Key Apparel and long sleeve tee shirt from L L Bean. So here.

Unfinished

14 Thursday Mar 2019

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I ran into a friend of my deceased ex-wife yesterday. She reminded me that the secretive nature of her final months left me kind of incomplete around our relationship.

I don’t know precisely what it is I’m trying to say. Maybe I’m saying that I have been striving to be a better person than the lecherous drunk I was when we were married.

Maybe she’s out there in the ether watching. Who knows?

4:42 AM

14 Thursday Mar 2019

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I wake up

Start to think

And wonder

What am I doing up?

Do I want to sleep, renew, restore

Or sacrifice this time for a new experience?

With the wakefulness comes the longing.

Self-Expression

14 Thursday Mar 2019

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For some reason, I can’t seem to chill. The world of Word Press has me happily engaged. I can take an idea, , think it through,write it down, hit the send button and people all over the world can read it. Amazing.

Aristotle or Aquinas, John Locke or Karl Marx couldn’t do that. Not that what I write approaches any of their works. Maybe therein lies the problem. I can put it out there for the millions or billions to read and maybe seven or eight actually do.

Very sobering, I love all you guys, but these exercises in thought and self-expression can merely start here.

Egalitarianism vs Hierarchy

14 Thursday Mar 2019

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This college admissions scandal is a real head scratcher. I mean, is an Ivy League diploma worth committing a felony for? Apparently, for some, it is.

The big deal is power and being part of a ruling elite. Go back almost a century when the underclass of America included the Irish, the Catholic Irish. Millionaire plutocrat and gangster Joseph P Kennedy Sr. got his sons into Harvard. With the Harvard degrees came recognition, connection, access to the powerful and power itself.

We talk a good egalitarian game here in America, but who really wants to be equal? We want to be better, to have an advantage, to get priority seating, an upgrade.

No sooner does the government mandate equality than a law adjudicating advantage accompanies that law. It’s called Affirmative Action. It proves the Orwellian dictum from Animal Farm.

“All animals are created equal, but some animals are more equal than others.”

When a brash, intelligent and highly successful oaf enters politics, gets elected President of The United States, then makes the Pedigreed Elite look impotent, their grip on power is weakened, undermined. Donald Trump is merely the latest example of a man who shows that power in a political system based on individuals voting gives no inherent advantage to an elite. Andrew Jackson and Abraham Lincoln were two other examples. They completely revolutionized American politics. Harry Truman, Ronald Reagan and Jimmy Carter were others.

The mass media, America’s propaganda infrastructure, claims to control those “masses”, but they have been showing only limited success with increasing frequency. Nobody wants to spend big money on instruments of fallibility.

Trump happens. Oh well. But the nagging fear of the hierarchy is that there are other Trumps, more Trumps, even smarter Trumps, who have no need of their artificial prestige. Nobody wants to be a laughing stock because their claim to power is as empty as, say, the British aristocracy.

A Naked Conundrum

13 Wednesday Mar 2019

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Mature Topic, Of A Sexual Nature

He liked the idea of service. Whenever he performed a service that pleased his wife, he would smile, absolutely glow, at her words of approval. Gradually tasks and duties became his responsibilities. He hoped the nature of certain tasks would convey to his partner that he was being more than helpful, more than responsible.

One day, Sara Beth (his wife) returned from a trip to the green grocer and fishmonger to find Rupert (him) scrubbing the toilet bowl, stark naked, wearing only the long rubber gloves he deemed necessary for sanitary considerations.

“Why are you naked?”

“I don’t want my clothes to get stained by the bleach and other chemicals.”

“Is that why you have an erection I could hang clothes on?”

Rupert had no answer.

Sara Beth was truly puzzled. “Who would get turned on by this drudgery?” she thought. But her Rupert? He was strong, assertive, successful. Rupert had retired at 55 from a financial services career, was a dedicated fitness buff, a devoted father and grandfather. And faithful. Not even porn movies or magazines had ever entered the house. His e-mail box, to which she had access for ease of maintaining financial accounts, never had any lewd or obscene materials.

She had heard about these subservient types, from television’s pop psychologists or the magazine articles she had read while waiting at the hair salon. Submissive, they were called or simply subs. The sub would have, or want to be under the control of, as the magazines pointed out, a dominant. Someone the sub would obey. But she didn’t feel particularly “bossy”, hardly at all.

“How in Heaven’s name can I punish a man who does nothing wrong? How can I be one of those dominants in the leather corsets and fishnet stockings? I’m no more one of those than I am a circus clown or a beauty pageant contestant?”

She admitted she didn’t have answers to the riddle that her husband had now shown himself to be. At least they didn’t have to hire a maid. That was a plus.

Wednesday

13 Wednesday Mar 2019

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How can one have a “Hump Day” when there are no humps in the week? Such is my predicament. The days don’t really all run together, but there are rarely tasks for me to complete, except for swimming and writing.

When I started writing, I was worried I couldn’t tell a story. Now I’m worried I can’t write anything other than erotica (Porn).

I feel a little sickly today, like the cold has rejuvenated itself. I have to fight the urge to keep going. I suck at self-care.

Journey VI- Reversals

13 Wednesday Mar 2019

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NSFW Erotic Writing For Adults. Perhaps Emotionally Intense

Ten

Maybe this was the moment that mattered, Flor thought. This time, after the magic and motion and pyrotechnics, when she felt satisfied, spent, vulnerable.

He was staying around, at least for a while. His scent and mass beside her comforted her. She pulled in closer to him, so his chest hair brushed against her cheek. May she was Barbie and maybe he was Ken, at least for the last few minutes anyway.

But that time ended. The Captain dressed, down to the watch and the dog tags and left. Flor fell asleep again. She slept for who knows how long. She awoke, surrounded by the soft sheets in the warm bed. She opened one eye, then the other. It was still light outside, the soft and fading light of an autumnal dusk. As her vision adjusted to the distance, she saw, on the nightstand, a harness, with a phallus attached.

OK. She recalled the last line of a limerick her first husband often recited, “who did what and to whom.”

Greta then walked into the room. She carried a tray with a glass of hibiscus flower tea, and some sliced fruit.

“How was your nap?”

“Greta, have you ever had a bad nap?”

Greta felt no need to answer the question.

“I need a shower.”

“Very well, but eat first.”

The kiwi fruit, pineapple and sliced pear were delicious and satisfying, the hibiscus tea was easy on the palette, with no heavy taste.

After the snack, Flor climbed in the shower, reveled in the overhead spray. Clean and relaxed, Greta did her hair and makeup again. There was a knock on the door. Beryl. After some small talk, Beryl got around to talking about this evening’s elephant in the room, the dildo and harness on the nightstand.

“This is a special night tonight. The Captain told me he would like things a little different.”

“Let me guess, that harness and rubber dick have something to do with things being different. Just who will be King For A Day, or Night, rather? Moi?”

Beryl nodded.

“You need to know something about Cap. Occasionally, he has a need to shed that air of command and just be used. And I mean used. He shows this side of himself to very few. I am one of his confidants, as well as Greta, and the young man, Barrows. I don’t know precisely what he has planned, but we are to meet him in the game room at Nine. By the way, nothing is off limits and he takes as well as he gives out.

“So I am going to top The Captain?”

“Correct.”

Beryl got down to helping Flor with the strapon rig, making sure it was comfortable and that the base of the phallus put just the amount of pressure on Flor’s clit.

Around, Eight Forty-five, Flor, Greta and Beryl went down to the game room. It looked perfectly like what a game room in a millionaire’s mansion should look like, except the billiard table had been moved to a corner of the room and a king size bed replaced it under the overhead light that usually illuminated the table.

There, naked on the bed, Barrows and The Captain were kissing as they caressed and touched each other, oblivious to any one or anything else in the room. Barrows kissed the Captain’s neck, then shoulders, then nipples, before he began biting and tugging at them .

A masked figure (Greta, she deduced), wearing a form fitting opaque gown, interrupted their deepening passion to blindfold both men with black silk cloths. Sensory deprivation. The Captain was now the one who moved down Barrows’ torso. Then he told Barrows, “Get on your knees while I suck your cock.”

With Barrows on his knees, Cap was on all fours fellating the young man’s admirable organ. The Captain’s buttocks were presented, his anus filled by a butt plug with a steel ring base.

Flor’s curiosity was piqued by this action. This scene was new to her and she never thought men loving men would excite her. Just then Beryl whispered to her, “The Captain told me of his desire to be spit-roasted.”

At that suggestion, Flor recalled that time when her then-dominant told her she would be spit-roasted; she would be sucking him off, while another man filled her cunt. That memory of being used so completely excited her. But after that scene, so very intense for her, her Dom rendered no aftercare. It was the other man’s woman. She (Flor never learned her name) was the one who held her,covered her with a silk comforter, placed a wet compress on her forehead.

Shortly after, that Dom removed her collar, ending their relationship. Maybe now is the time to let that anger and that memory go.

With a jar of lube, her silicone dick already sheathed with a condom,and gloved hands, she walked to the bed. She whispered in the Captain’s ear. “Your ass is mine now.” She pulled out the butt plug, then spit on his gaping anus. She put her gloved fingers into the lube jar, then into his asshole, moving them in and out. With her other hand, she jerked The Captain’s hard prick. The Captain began a moan, stifled by Barrows’ condom-covered prick in his mouth.

Flor was awakening to a power, unknown until this time. She lined the phallus up with the proffered anus and thrust. Then she placed her hands on his buttocks, moving in and out. She could feel the friction of the base on her clit, less excited by the friction than by that powerful feeling of command and control

She watched Barrows, his face indicating his orgasm was near. She moved a hand back to the Captain’s penis, and began to stroke and jerk it to bring on his crisis.

“Cum, motherfucker!”, she growled With no condom on the prick, the Captain’s semen spurted onto the sheet.

She pulled out , leaned down to the Captain’s ear.

“Lick that jism up Boy!” She slapped his ass hard, leaving a hand print.Then Flor walked back to where Beryl sat, opened a bottle of mineral water and unexpectedly for her, cried in deep, shaking sobs.

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