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The Nihilism Of Our Present Age

07 Thursday Jun 2018

Posted by David in Existential Despair, Family, Politics

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#National Anthem # American Civil War # Donald Trump

Journalism has become little more than a head game. For both sides. One media commentator has just called the National Anthem “problematic” , thus changing the trajectory of the seemingly perpetual protest over the transgressions, real or imagined, of the ruling class to the words of Francis Scott Key’s poem itself. It’s the second verse, don’t you see? What? You don’t know it? You don’t care one whit about it? It doesn’t define you as an American? The idea is to give self-hatred a deeper cut, rubbing salt in the wounds.

Believe it or not, we still have a free exchange of ideas, and unrestricted breadth and depth of intellectual inquiry in this country. However, we often get the impression that one school of thought dominates the scholarship. The dominant paradigm in academic thought for about 100 years has been some permutation or another on the Class Struggle, e.g. workers vs capitalists,”have-nots” vs “haves”, Slaves vs Masters, oppressed vs oppressors.. The historiography of the American Civil War is a case in point. Any analysis that suggests abolition and/or perpetuation of slavery as merely one reason for the war is suspect. Dogma by the Marxist historians, admitted (as in the case of WEB Dubois) or de facto, has been promulgated. Dogma slides easily into myth. The search for truth is not the same as proclaiming a new popular mythology. Symbols of the old mythology thus become problematic; those attached to the old symbols are obviously not with the New Mythology, (insert Truth for Mythology).

What does this have to do with Nihilism? Nihilism is the devaluation and obliteration of all ideals, no matter how noble, such that nothing but a baseness of human motive and aspiration is left.

We come to live for gratification of appetite, sexual, sensual, gustatory. We have, as a culture, come to value feelings, particularly pleasurable ones, as the end of human pursuits. The adrenalin rush is the greatest aspiration in our culture. We seek it from sex, roller coasters, computer games, and tragically, war itself.

Saint Paul addressed this in one sentence, in describing the prevalent Roman culture of the First Century.

“Their God is the belly.”- Phillipians 3:19

The noble aspirations that distinguish the American character are largely devalued. I am speaking not merely of values expressed by Jefferson, Lincoln, Douglass, Anthony or King, but even more basic values, like fathers and mothers committed to the survival and integrity of their families. This isn’t only economic well-being, but the preservation of values that keep families and, by extension, societies, together. A father, in living the value that violence is wrong, makes a stronger point to his children than all the rhetoric of politicians on gun control. But where are fathers today? Where are families, for that matter?

So, in a world where there are no values, how can we even presume to Make America Great Again? The Trump revolution, you see, is bigger than its obviously flawed champion. Americans need to aspire to more. And that more, extends beyond the goals of both leftist nihilists and capitalist materialists.

Wait! There’s More,

05 Tuesday Jun 2018

Posted by David in Flowers, Relationships

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#Day Lilies

More Day Lilies

There is a story behind these lilies. My late ex-wife was a Master Gardener. She was a great devotee“ of day lilies. These flowers propagate like crazy, so thinning them out means sharing them. She was kind enough to share them with me. We were not on good terms when she died. But the discord of the last years of our relationship are forgotten whenever the day lilies bloom.

Consider The Lilies

05 Tuesday Jun 2018

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“Consider the lilies of the field,how they grow. They toil not, neither do they spin, yet I tell you that Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed as one of these.” St. Matthew 6:28-29

This is the time of year when this passage particularly comes to mind. It is in that portion of St Matthew’s Gospel where much of Christ’s teachings, like The Sermon on The Mount, are found.

The power of the metaphor of lilies is compelling and broad in that nearly all of us can relate to the beauty of flowers.

Sunday Afternoon And Evening, Monday Morning

04 Monday Jun 2018

Posted by David in Exercise/ Fitness, Relationships, Sport

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#Women's Softball #Walking

Yesterday, I shared with MrsCorC? my episode of sleep interruption early Sunday morning. She had no idea how her movie watching affected me and resolved to improve. Now twenty four hours later, I again couldn’t get to sleep. I was in pain from my day. My back was simply not cooperating. So I have another morning of insomnia and sleep deprivation. Oh well. But the whole atmosphere is different. I did communicate. She is not to blame. She is again my partner, not my adversary..

Yesterday, I did not make it to Mass. I did watch the Mass on EWTN. It’s not quite the same, but sitting for an hour would have been too much for me.

I did a four mile walk yesterday, completing it in 58 min:33sec. It was my first walk of the year, since I have been swimming for exercise of late. It feels good to walk; it’s different from how I feel after I swim. The muscles worked are different. I experience the sweat from exertion, so I feel like I’ve done something. But in both forms of exercise, I feel the exertion and the endorphin high.

I watched NCAA Women’s Softball for most of yesterday. It has become my favorite spectator sport. I like the enthusiasm of the players and their athleticism.

So that was my yesterday and early morning. I’m feeling sleepy. The Silver Meteor #98 Northbound just passed through Ashland as reported on Virtual Railfan LLC. I will wait for #86 to stop in Ashland, then go back to bed.

Turning the mind off, so I’m not meal-planning, scheduling my day, having erotic reveries (dirty sex fantasies) or otherwise allowing my thoughts to flow full force is a challenge. It’s OK to just chill.

Sunday Morning

03 Sunday Jun 2018

Posted by David in Relationships

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#Marriage #Loneliness

It is almost 430. My wife came home from work about 1230. She decided she wasn’t sleepy and decided to watch TV in bed, whilst I’m attempting to sleep next to her. This doesn’t work for me. I have been awake about 2 hours. I want to go back to sleep. I do not want to spend most of Sunday in a sleep-deprived fog.

What comes up now is loneliness and frustration. As much as I love her, I see she lives in her own world. It is a world centered around sleep, work, television, and McDonald’s Sweet Iced Tea.

My temptation is to retreat into the world of my construction, swimming, cooking, AA, Church, the internet, and my friends.

Mutual Assured Loneliness.

Birthday

01 Friday Jun 2018

Posted by David in Family

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#Birthday. #root beer floats

Marci, over at KoolAid Moms is celebrating her daughter’s birthday. Today is my younger son’s 30th. We are going to an Indian restaurant. My sister is joining us. I am pretty exctied, because once a child hits adulthood, seeing him/her is sketchy.

He is adopted. But he has been with me (us) since his birth. His mother and I did a private placement adoption, that side-stepped adoption agencies. In the thirty years, there has seen my recovery from alcoholism, divorce, the passing of his mother. He has ADD and Asperger’s Syndrome. But he is not his diagnosis. He is just a wonderful young man.

I believe I will go get the makings for root beer floats and we will come home and have them for dessert. He likes them.

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